memories

what a boring night.sigh!!
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kadang-kadang terpikir jugak nak jadi budak balik.kan best.nangis jer dapat aper yang kiter nak.pergi supermarket tgk mainan, as2 berlari kat mama.tarik tangan mama.

"mama..mama..jom ikot adik jap"
"nak pergi mane"
"jom la"

sampai jer kat bahagian mainan, tunjuk nak ni.

"adik nak yang ni", sambil buat muka kesian.

mama cakap ok.adik pilih-plih dulu.

life felt like heaven.but not that heaven after all.i got a lil' bro!!

mase nie dah kena tukar strategy kalau nak beli mainan kat supermarket.
kena pura-pura baik dengan mama masa dalam kereta.mama bagi tau that i was a very "kaki bodek" when comes to toy.she told me that i always use this line...

"mama..nanti kat supermarket..abg tak nak beli mainan dah cbb abg dah besar"

tapi bile dah sampai toy department.mane tahan.tgk kereta control, hot wheel set yg dasyat tue, pantang tgk semua nak.so pegi la tarik mama.
tapi mase nie memang susah nak suruh mama ikot.cbb kena tolak lil' creture a.k.a my lil' bro tu dalam stroller.so nak tak nak kena la guna cara kasar.jatuh kan badan kat lantai as2 hentak-hentak kaki kat lantai.
mula-mula muncung lu.tapi bile dah tak dapat layanan secukup nyer, mula la kuar air mata.banyak plak tue.macam nangis kesakitan.hehehe.
last-last dapat la jugak.kesimpulannye kena usaha la kalau kiter nak sesuatu.

i have this bad habit when i was a baby.i only sleep in a car during my bedtime.freaky huh!.that's me.so papa, kalau anak die nie nangis nak tido jer.pegi start kereta, as2 pusing satu bandar sampai anak die tido.balik rumah, tinggal letak atas katil jer.

school.hurrmm~

mase tadika memang sangat buas.dapat jahit kat kening.cbb, mase orang tengah maen buai boleh plak pergi lalu kat depan.pada zaman tersebut, tempat duduk buai tue buat daripada kayu.so bucu buai tu kena kat kening.pening jugak la.yang paling best, mama tak kasi pergi tadika seminggu.duk kat umah maen game.lepas tue mama masuk kan kat tadika laen.mama cakap tadika tue ade ajar ajaran salah.tak ingat sangat nama tadika tue..'ikram' ke 'akram'

sekolah rendah memang best.especially mase standard 4.
baru blaja masuk skolah kebangsaan.rupa-rupanye sangat best.since before i got here, im studying at a private school.'al-ihsan'..sort of sekolah agama.start standart 4, dah pandai pergi cybercafe, maen Counter Strikes.the most happening game ever at that time la.
cakap dekat mama tak balik tengah hari nnt cbb ade kelas tambahan petang tue.rupanye pergi cybercafe maen game.haha.
ade satu hari tu, lupa nak bagi tau papa pasal kelas tambahan tue.
so abis jer sekolah tinggal bag dalam kelas.berlari pergi kantin beli kek pisang.makan laju-laju.trus pergi cybercafe kat depan sekolah.
tengah sedap duk tembak orang pakai bullpup, telinge kena tarik.pusing jer tgk papa.alamak.
papa tarik telinge, as2 masuk dalam kereta.kena lecture till sampai rumah.merah gak la telinge nie.papa citer kat mama.tahan telinge ngan mama lagi.2 hari tak keluar rumah.orang putih panggil 'grounded'.ari ahad tue, pergi sekolah kena gelak ngan member-member.ade gak tanyer sape yang bagi tau.semua jawab tak tau.balik sekolah tanyer papa.

"mane papa tau along ade kat cybercafe?"
"papa tanyer afifah"

hahaha.patot la.sangat berterus terang la classmate aku nie.
owh..satu lagi peristiwa yang memang tak leyh lupa.i don't know why am so pissed with that girl.so i kick her at her chest.maybe she's reading this.and i want to say that i really sorry.stupid me.haha.
balik rumah jer trus gelabah.takot parents girl tu call my parents.
so it slip from my mouth.i told my mom that i kick a girl at school with tears running down my cheek.kenaper nangis..??..ntah..hehe.
my mom kenal dengan her parents.so we went to her house to say sorry.i shake her hand and apologize.and btw, mase tue sebenarnye ade gak prasaan kat die..hihi..abes jer standard 5, i learn a bit about love.then so much of silly things happen.we all have one right??

secondary school..?
being a while at sekolah menengah agama batu rakit.kind of fun there.
my friends from primary school.new friends.cool.
then i got the offer going to boarding school.
MRSM Jeli.really excited at first.but when i got there, it's not that excited after all.almost every night i call my mom and ended up crying.haha. what a shame.homesick rupanye aku nie.since intake lambat untuk masuk MRSM, so takde member sangat la.masuk class duk depan skali.then this girl come to me and say hi.her name is mieja.some of us call her pinkish since her cheek turn to pink when she get blush.then time by time i knew the entire class.time prep pergi merayau.wafiy, sapik jenal, ayie, arwah midi, faisal, pessa chua...then kena tukar class.
masok class sebelah.class J.tak tau cbb aper.then i met gaddafi.haha.baggy pants and small shirts.always with his walkman.we listen to Linkin Park, Incubus, P.O.D, Limp Bizkit..gosh..i do smile when im thinking of it.hahaha.mase kat Jeli, time roll call paling tak suke.malam jer ader roll call.kena duduk kat atas jalan raya pulak tu.dah la kawasan hutan.aku fobia betol dengan lalat besar tue.dieorunk panggil 'riang2'.memang banyak r.tak pown belalang besar yang macam daun as2 kaki die tajam2.sumpah takot.as2 masa kat Jeli paling banyak hilang bantal.tau2 jer dah hilang bantal.adeyh.cian kat mama datang slalu bawak bantal.
then form 2 pindah MRSM Kuala Krai.semua yang intake Kuala Krai pergi sane.ok la.tak perlu nak buat member baru.
satu kelas ngan keme, wafiy.2 orang jer..??.a'a..3 orang campur aku.(i guess, ingat2 lupe).as2 kenal ngan zetty, mok chah, nabilah, tengku liana, bb,...since gad kat kelas sbelah.slalu la masok class die.nampak this one girl.name die farah.no need to write about it.
time class sejarah, kena gabung class.so port paling best kat blakang2.letak buku tegak2 as2 tido.hehehe.abes prep jer pergi maen maen ping-pong.aku, ayie, pessa chua, faisal, sapik jenal.haha.fun2.tak sempat nak smayang asar dah ade kat dewan.bukak table ping-pong.then i got a new stuff to do.we go skating.me, gad, wafiy.ise with alif's in-line.for an early step, it was to slow.i take a while complete the ollie.
form 3..kuar MRSM masuk sekolah mama.finished my PMR then i went to technic.
awesome school.got to admit it.i learn such a bad thing.rempit, pukul budak, smoking, fly, skip school..haha..great moment there.masuk bilik cikgu disiplin once.cbb rokok.tapi tak isap pown time tu.mangsa keadaan je.
tandas mase rehat memang penuh dgn asap.so masuk tandas mase rehat mengundang kecelakaan.time tu dah tak tahan nak buang air.masuk jela tandas.settle kan masalah semua.ingat nak ambik sesedut dua.skali poji, cikgu disiplin masuk.ntah macam mane tukang cover line bleyh cuai.semua lari lintang pukang.aku masuk dalam toilet.as2 pokmat masuk toilet yg same.lagi haru biru berdua dalam toilet tue.poji ketouk pintu suruh keluar.ape lagi kuar la.tapi pokmat tak keluar.die tanyer..

"isap rokok?"
"tak isap cikgu"
"jangan bohong"..bang!!!..die hentak kepala aku kat dinding..sakit gak.
"tak isap cikgu.tak sempat nak isap"

yang spoilnye, pokmat yang duk dalam toilet tue bleyh g kentot.kuat lak tue.cikgu poji nie pergi la tgk.aku dah tak tahan nak gelak dah nie.
skali cikgu tue bukak pintu nampak pokmat tgh mencangkung.
hahaha..

"kamu buat aper tadi berdua dalam toilet??"

dua-dua senyap.masuk bilik die kena warning.huhu.
balik sekolah jer lepak kat pantai.makan ABC, sotong celup tepung..nikmatnye..

abes form 5.im heading to Summerset, Rompin for my PLKN.erggh!!
dalam banyak-banyak students kat sekolah tue, asal aku jugak yang kena pergi.when there for 2 months.all kind of things happen there.
i'll wrote it in another entries next time.
now im studying at uniKL _ MFI (malaysian france institute) a.k.a (most fabulous institute).Diploma in Engineering of Automated System and Maintenance.
got another one years to go.one years..??lots of stories to come.

it's 2.30a.m already.im gonna have my 'roti' and 'peanut butter' now.
turra~