have a look

this is 'cicako'. a cat eye gecko. she's very slow, and i meant really-really slow.

her again.

and again.
nurin athirah. my only sis.

nurin's turtle. 'kuku'.

tumbuhan teknologi.

hampiri landasan.

don't have to be one step at a time.

bunga.

where's the sun?

shine-shine.

now i know.

chicosci from philippine.

chicosci from philippine.

the art of music isn't totally a music.

almost night shift.

taken by cars.

taken by cars.

abdul haq.

body arts.

tagged by serrashahira a.k.a bunga

do u think u'r hot?
bunga! do u think??

upload a favourite picture of you:

give three reason why you like this picture?
1. my first time there at dataran merdeka .
2. just came back from her sis's house. cikona and her boyfren cikogeoff.
3. cuz saya comel dalam pix ni. bunga nak jeles, jeles la. wex*wex*.

p/s : i wish i had my laptop now. hukhuk.

when was the last time you eat pizza?
last week with bunga at seremban. thanx 4 picking me up.

the last song you listen?
lady gaga - poker face.

what are you doing now besides this?
sniffing and snoozing and sneezing.

what name you prefer besides yours?
im cool with quen.

people to tag:
1. maira
2. beck
3. kimah
4. sara san
5. who's reading..

who is num one?
maira adreanna. i know her through beck.

num three is having relationship with?
got no idea.

say something about num 5?
u tell me.

who is num 2?
im her sidekick. kan beck kan??

what do u think about num 4?
artistic.

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diri tak serupa diri
hidup mahu mati tak mahu
tapi diri sama macam mati
banyak nisbah dalam kehidupan
banyak keputusan nak diputuskan
tapi semua aku redah tanpa menilai

orang cakap. bukan aku cakap.
hidup ni kalau kita tahu hala tuju dia tak best. dalam erti kata laen, kita dah plan la. tapi kalau dah main style redah, best tu banyak cenderung ke arah kemusnahan diri sendiri. (believe me. i know).

bunga cakap dia nak tegur tapi takut cinta terasa hati. bunga cakap, life cinta ada sikit hura tapi belum hara. malam lewat baru nak tidur, bangun bila siang dah lewat. hehehe. kalau aku selalu macam ni, boleh aku join geng-geng burung hantu ngan musang. =P
kepala kusut. banyak benda perlu settlekan. tapi setakat fikir jela. buat haram setakat ni. kalau dah duduk sensorang mula la. macam-macam masalah datang. semua nak di fikirkan. tapi bila dah sedap dengan member-member, ngan bunga. semua hilang. aku hanya mampu menahan sekejap masalah-masalah tu. last-last datang juga. so nak tak nak aku kena settlekan juga. motherchud*motherchud*.

last weekend, sangat best. the whole weekend dgn bunga.
friday :
teman bunga kat saloon. hantar bunga pergi dinner kat dewan sri endon. last-last aku jadi photographer kat dinner tu. balik dinner terus tidur

saturday :
bangun-bangun dah tengah hari. pergi lunch. teman bunga pergi library kat fuu. mesti korunk tataw fuu tu jadah ape kan. hehehe. niat nak jalan-jalan kat tasik cempaka. tapi tak jadi. terus pergi hospital. cikona demam. cikona tu bunga punya sis. hehehe. dia demam. so teman dia kat hospital. dah agak malam, aku dengan bunga balik rumah cikona kat damansara. tidur dengan nyenyak.bunga dengkur macam kerbau. *puek*puek*(sajer nak sakit kan hati jer ni) huhu.

sunday :
bangun tidur dengan mata terkebil (giler terang). cikona call suruh ambik dia. haha. hantar balik rumah. lepak-lepak dan lepak.tunggu cikogeoff siap-siap nak fly pergi semporna. dia gerak, aku ngan bunga pown gerak. hantar bunga balik ukm. malam tu kami dinner dan pulang. esok nak sekolah. =>

satu weekend bersama bunga. sangat seronok. nak-nak lawak cikogeoff. hikhik.

"hidup ini memang palat, tapi esok masih ada"
"tapi kalau esok dah takda, hidup ini tersangatlah palat"

jadi korunk-korunk. seek harder for a great tomorrow.

i have no headline for this entry

i grab this photo from ahmad'cipoi'saiful(flickr)
me with the white hat.

terjaga. melihat kerenah teman serumah yang masih belum tidur. turut serta bergelak santai. masih pening-pening gecko. haha. aku nak bagi tahu yang aku dah ade pet baru. dah hampir sebulan aku jaga dia. nama dia cicako. suke makan cengkerik. tak suke makan ulat. sangat lembap tapi tidak bila melompat.

gembira, sedih, bosan, marah. semua ekspresi yang mungkin menunjukan akan tentang diri kita yang sebenarnya. dan mungkin juga kita tidak sedar yang kita ini, mungkin selalu menunjukan diri kita yang sebenarnya. so don't bother to be like others. better not being a hypocrite. suite yourself. im not pointing at the other, im trying to tell to myself. im losing myself right now.

last saturday. a bit review about my last "lompat-lompat" event. happen to be at sunway piramid. in front of the republic. went the with ayu (the most pathetic girl who happen to left us there with no transport to go back home), dd (the i don't know nothing about him lately), and haq (the moving dictionary of the indie band and gig being held). hehehe. first band to perform. the disaster. totally disaster for me. but not for those kids from sabah. they still can head banging. i wonder?? hurmm. then the seven collar t-shirt. we sang along. only "faith". hahaha. then come band from philippine. "taken by cars". nice music. but i can't sang along. sorry. so im fulling my time taking photos of the crowd. nice but im sorry i can't upload it right a way. technical problems. after a long performance by "taken by cars", there come "chicosci". great music. terus simpan camera babe. moshing habis-habisan. the crowd going wild though all the song. especially when they start singing kate perry's song. "hot and cold", and they come out with the wall of death. standing in dark for a few minutes. setting being done for the next show. smoke and have some drinks. we're getting ready to jump with the upstairs. weird effect came out from the speaker box. then denise announced for the next band. everybody were screaming. snap a few photos. kept the camera safe from the harm of the human kind. then we were getting wild. "ku nobatkan jadi fantasi" was the hit song. really sweaty. but who care. we were already wet from the previous rainy session. finished with the upstairs. we went to the U.O.X booth. i don't really like the "rivermaya". also a band from philippine. heard their song but not really into it. buy a drink then i saw a girl in a celcom x-pax shirt. looks familiar. the i called the name that who i thaugh she would be. she make the double take at my face and she 'sengih'. hahaha. it's maira. have some chat and chit. she took a look at my dslr and try snapping a few bit. she introduce me to her guyfriend or should i say her boyfriend. hahaha. maira, u should be more clear with me! we play guitar hero. she were quite good for a chick. hahaha. no offense ok. her guy friend, hurm. maira! u should teach him a bit. hehehe. haq, dd and i lepak kat mamak sebelah sunway sampai pukul 2 pagi. macam mana kita orang balik, tak perlu nak ceritalah kan. korunk pown dah naik bosan baca. dah tak nak baca, korunk boleh pergi buat apa-apa yang patut.

p/s : kepada cik maira adreanna. pix2 tersebut akan di upload secepat yang mungkin. harap bersabar untuk entry yang baru.
p/s lagi : bunga! i LOVE u

aku haru

posisi sedang berkabung. kesian kat laptop aku. ntah kat mana la sekarang.
sehat ke kau. dah cukup charge ke kau hari ni? habuk-habuk dah lap ke blom? laptop. asal lak ko boleyh hilang. aku perlu kan kau. segala sejarah aku ada dalam tu. adakah aku terlalu cuai atau si anasir tangan bercabang 15 itu terlalu cekap? kenapa si anasir ni tak ambik terus dengan mouse sekali. kenapa perlu kau tinggal saki-baki. sebab mouse yang kau tak curi tu, effect dia kat aku sangat dalam. sangat pokemon!!

they're coming to malaysia

dorunk datang malaysia. jom kita serbu sunway sabtu ni. then modesto's plak hari ahad. aku confirm pergi punya. disko darurat yeah!

check this out

browsing trough adan fototeacher blog. guess what i found. our picture up there. ahakz. awesome. thanx to abg amin and cikgu kahar. =P korunk cari mana aku =)

dear son of the gollum (anak pak kadok)

kemarahan tu masih ada. sakit kat hati pown tak hilang lagi. perempuan ni memang jenis tak reti bahasa. nak aku cakap bahasa peracis ker. huhuhu. wahai azyan yang berperasaan "cute". engkau patut cermin diri engkau dulu sebelum nak mengata orunk.

macam ni la. aku bukan nak kutuk-kutuk. tapi dah engkau tu yang lebih-lebih kutuk shahira. engkau sedar diri sikit. let me make myself clear. engkau nak cakap-cakap pasal shahira tu atas dasar apa?? dia curi aku dari engkau ker?? dah lupa ke sapa yang mintak diri dulu?? bukan engkau ker azyan?? kalau engkau tak mintak pown, bagi aku seminggu dari tempoh tu, aku sendiri yang cabut. dasar apa lagi?? sapa yang start hina sapa dulu?? dah lupa ke tindakan rakan mu nany tu?? yang engkau lagi nak tembak-tembak shahira tu kenapa. ni aku ade jer kat sini. engkau cari pasal dengan dia, kira engkau dah beli tiket cari pasal dengan aku sekali. dia macam combo la. haa. macam 3 in 1 coffee mix. takan tak paham lagi. ambik audio kena pandai baca kan. nnt macam mana nak baca orunk tu pekak ker bisu ker sakit jantung ker sakit perut ker usus ker pusat ker. hurmm?

aku mintak dengan ko cara baik. tinggalkan kami. engkau takan rugi nyer tak dapat tahu pasal kehidupan kami. ko buat la kehidupan baru. cari balak-balak handsome tepi jalan on the way nak g kuantan tu, buat boyfren engkau. then engkau live happyly ever after la. ok. part ni engkau boleh senyum seplastik yang boleh. tapi nnt nak senyum tu, pakai la pemerah kat bibir tu. nnt orunk cakap perokok tegar plak kan.

babe. one more thing. ni blog. mane ade istilah stalker. engkau tulis tu biar betol sikit. nama pown blog, tempat menyuarakan perasaan dendam, suka aper??suka-suki. haaa. dah orunk nak baca, biar dia la. engkau pown baca blog orunk jugak kan. kalau tak nak bagi orunk stalk, baik engkau delete jer blog engkau tu.
member korunk bukan berpaling tadah. cuma perangai dorunk tak macam ko. take a look at urself. i wonder who will be the lucky guy. like i care.

aku nak kasi jelas semua nya. blog aku dah tercemar dengan unsur-unsur marah dan dendam. aku tak nak blog aku kotor macam ni. aku ada banyak commitment lain lg nak tulis dalam blog ni.

"cute" - ugly but adorable. so who's the ugly duckling now??